JJ texted me: Saw your remark on that one post.
About a perfect world and being able to love me and him. Did you mean that?
I thought about how I should answer. In fact, I put it off for a few minutes. It was an intellectual response to her remark, but yeah, a part of me would like that, or at least I think I would. I don’t know. It’s complicated.
He didn’t text back for at least half an hour. I wondered if he just got busy or I pissed him off or what.
And then: I don’t think I could do that.
There was nothing after that. I guess the subject was closed.